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Loooong time

2011-12-15T14:59:00.009+08:00

Been so long since I last updated this space. Too lazy to do so. 10 weeks passed since school reopened. Seems to be a long time but yet it seems to be so short. Every Monday I wake up and think that it's gonna be a long week but I find myself passing the week like a whiz.

Gonna go to Penang soon and I don't really look forward to the trip because of the strained relationship. But then I am excited because I get to take the aeroplane! YAY! It will be the first time taking the plan and it's been long since I went for vacation with family and stayed in the hotel room. Praying hard that everything goes well before the trip.

Once's more than enough

End of fun

2011-10-04T20:01:00.001+08:00

Today's the last day of the holidays. :(

Anyway, anybody knows how to transfer photos from my iPhone to laptop? Can't seem to do it. In blogging from my phone hence the photos.

2011-09-16T19:22:00.001+08:00

Waiting for my buddies at khatib now. Finally meet my boy tomorrow. Looking forward. I havent found a really great hangout that can let me hang out with my friends or boyfriend the whole day, sit chat and enjoy a cuppa. If anybody out there know of such a place, please, share.

Holidays

2011-09-14T15:04:00.001+08:00

Awhile back I've been back to Malaysia. It feels different. Normally I will feel very bored by this time around, I feel that tine pass so fast. I think old already, that's why. Met up with my friends after I got back, catching up. I'm craving for beancurd again. :(

Anyway, I'm blogging from my phone. Cool right. I hope I won't be lazy to update this blog even if I have this app.

Look at the picture below. This is currently my lock screen. He's so handsome right. Hehehe. Watching back his shows. Just finished Boys Over Flowers. My favorite show now. He's the counterpart of Jerry Yan. Acting in the same kind of shows, F4. Hehe.

2011-08-20T18:34:00.004+08:00

Oh hi everybody! I guess nobody reads this page any more. It's been a month since I last update, been lazyyyyy. Suppose to be study week but I have no mood to study at all. And I have those sudden cravings, gonna get fat :(

AND I NEED CAFFEINE.

Almost,

2011-07-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot that I had a blog. Was too caught up with Tumblr. ;) More active on Tumblr now. Admit it, everybody's lazy. So you just gotta scroll, look and click reblog if you like that post. Simple and sweet. Heh.

Gotta say that Year 2 Semester 1 is pretty short. About half more month and school's out. Well, kinda good that it's gonna end, but kinda sucky. RP just wanna make their students' lives suck. Nothing much to blog about though. The usual school, is kinda boring to talk about. Been struggling with my assignment and it's not done. Hoping to settle it soon and changes are coming my way, hope it turns out well.

Lastly, if you've been reading my blog constantly, I've always talked about going for a run. Haven't done so yet, but wants to twice a week at least. Probably, hopefully, keeping my fingers crossed that I will do so. Let me try and find my momentum again please!

What's up!

2011-07-01T19:12:00.009+08:00

This naughty cousin of mine came to my house weeks ago to spend his holidays here. Still as adorable as ever. He's got a real talent with words.

Did my nails. Polka dots!!!!!!

I've been camping at Starbucks quite often nowadays, hence I got a Starbucks card. ^^

Look at the drinks I've had in less than a 5 days. 2 Strawberries and Cream, 1 White Chocolate Mocha, 1 Java Chip, 1 Ice Shaken Tea (Hibiscus). So fattening, but secretly loving it.

Take a look at my camera shy boyfriend. Wahahahahaha!

A blessing to have friends that will be there for you, that won't be awkward to talk to when you guys didn't meet up for a period of time. I'm blessed with that kind of friends and loving them.

Been on really good terms with my family too. Worked my ass of the past week, I guess. And tests starts on Monday. Sucks.

2011-06-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

I look fat. I need some motivation and determination! Please let me have some! Seriously I need to start losing some flab and get toned up.

PLEASE MOTIVATE ME!

I miss,

2011-06-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

Okay, I miss my old fringe. :(

And I also miss taking photos. *Major hints*

2011-06-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

Okay, I've been trying to upload photos since the afternoon and it can't work. Sucks.

Anyway, Happy belated birthday to my honey. Thank you for everything, hope you enjoyed. ;)

Happy birthday to me!

2011-05-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

I'm 18!!!

Thanks for all the wishes. Thanks to friends who stayed by ;)

Thank you sayang, remember it's the thought that counts.

Love you guys ttm! :D

You, my life

2011-05-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

Waiting for me to update right????????

Well, I think I screwed the test today. Oh well, still got another test to do better. This May is quite occupied. I haven't been getting enough sleep though. School's still a bore. Don't ask. As always looking forward to holidays.

One more week. ;)

One year plus and counting. Hope you like what I did for you. <3

It's been long

2011-05-09T20:47:00.004+08:00

I swear, the weather is killing me. Even at home, I sweat. I mean, it's really bad. Once I turn off my fan, I feel like I'm in a sauna. I am picky I know. I can't take it when it's too cold or too hot.

School has been... Well, not too bad. Doing your own things and then heading home. I'm lucky I can talk to a few of my classmates.

Hehehehehe, this is a really old picture. On 15 June 2011, 7:09PM

Just for laughs, hahahahhahaha

School

2011-04-20T15:44:00.004+08:00

Okay, school's ending tomorrow because Friday is a public holiday! *happily jumps around like an idiot*

I miss having familiar people around in the class. It's the cycle I go through every semester. It's like, you could suddenly gather you friends in class and take photos while the teacher is talking, laugh and joke like nobody's business. Whenever I change a new class, I feel so cautious because I am afraid to be judged. So school with the correct people makes learning fun and enjoyable, RP sucks because they have a 'change class every semester' system.

Well, secondary school is still da best!

I miss you much. Remember when we were in the same class? Smiling secretly to each other, tyring to not get caught by others. Hehehehehehehehe.

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE!

2011-04-12T14:29:00.013+08:00

So I went to USS, it wasn't so much of what I expected it to be but then, it's a once in a lifetime experience. Before my memory fades, I shall blog about it. I have a bad memory.

So I woke up damn early to meet Ahmad at about 8.30am to have breakfast and then head to USS by train! He's complaining about how tired his legs were, how stuffy and slow the train is. Well, I gotta say, "B, you're getting lazier." Yup got there slightly later than 10am and there were already crowds. I wanted to take picture with the iconic big globe that has 'Universal' on it the whole time I was there, at the end I found out that it was under maintenance! What a shame, wanted to take photo with it so badly. But well, got this as a replacement.

Anyway, back to the trip. The sky wasn't looking so good when we arrived, hence being so excited (mainly me though) to take the roller coaster, we were both rushing our way through New York and Hollywood. Reaching Sci-Fi City for this,

The main attraction, thinking it would be fine since it's going at a speed of 90km/h and on the bike it's so slow, but well, try this and you wouldn't feel the same. 1 min and 30 sec on this ride seems like eternity, the twisting and turning. When it went down, I felt like dying. Skipped the Cylon after the ordeal.

Then moving on to Ancient Egypt. Well, I thought that there wasn't going to be a sort of roller coaster ride, but well, Ahmad and I felt scammed when we knew that there was. And I was so afraid that something was going to drop in front of me since we're seated at the first row. The place was so dark and creepy.

Reaching The Lost World. Didn't spend much of a time there though. Walked about a little, queuing for the rides is too long, hence gave it a miss A nice girl offered to help us take a picture though.

I took the above photo thinking, "Heh, I conquered the dinosaur." The I thought, well not really thought. It's huge, almost like a real size of the dinosaur.

Moving on the Far Far Away, we spent most of the time there. Once we were in, heading for Shrek 4D first. It was a great experience. It's like you're in the movie. The effects, water, steam and the 'spiders'. Worth watching!

Then we stopped by Friar's for lunch. The wraps there are not bad and it comes with a rather, cute(?) packaging like a sweet instead of the normal packaging Subway has. I had a chicken caesar wrap and Ahmad had a teriyaki chicken wrap. It's nice, but it would be better if they had something else to go with other than criss-cross fries. On the side note, the cheese powder they had to go with the fries sucks.

There wasn't really much to see at Madagascar. It's more fore kids though. Saw the mascots of Madagascar and the monkey was cute. Right, I don't watch Madagascar hence I don't know the name of it.

Back to Hollywood to walk through it and went to catch MONSTER ROCK, a play at the Pantages Hollywood Theater. It was a pity that no photography was allowed during the show. Took some before the show. Particularly like this photo,

And these photos really looked as if we were in New York. Look at the Subway and the streets.

Stopped by at the Universal Studio Store to get some key chains which wraps up the trip. The place is really beautiful. At each attraction it feels like you're really there.

A day well spent. Thanks B for taking the roller coaster ride with me, I know you're scared like how I am. Also for letting me grab your hand for the mummy ride when I was terrified. ♥

Come and go,

2011-04-03T17:16:00.004+08:00

Haven't been able to take lots and lots of picture. Time pass so fast, school's starting soon. Hate it. Been busy with work especially. I realized I have been waking up quite early the past week or more. Only a few days that I could sleep in. The weather is also getting on me, it's so humid!

I think I'm not used to blogging anymore. I don't seem to have anything to say.

Oh right, no more USS trip. :( But a day well spent with you is just as fine. :D

Never before experience

2011-03-20T02:01:00.002+08:00

The Script and Maroon 5 are gonna be in Singapore soon! Wanna go to their concert, never went to one before. Last time, I thought it was a total waste of money, but on the other hand, imagine the kind of atmosphere it would be. Everybody screaming, singing to the songs. Unlike listening to radio or the track, the feeling would be just different.

Anyway, this month is damn pack. With work. Seriously, I have to squeeze out time to go out. And I know I've been staying out late, neglecting my family. Well, holidays. Time to work and party.

Am looking forward to Universal Studio Singapore trip with Boyfriend and his friends. I believe it's gonna be a fun one. Hope can set a date soon! Looking, looking, looking, looking forward. :D

Waiting for Boyfriend to reach homeeeeeeeeeee. Faster, faster! ZOOM ZOOM!

Need you

2011-03-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

I just feel like there's a need to update this page. I've been sleeping lately nowadays. And procrastinating about going to lose flabs. I should really do it, but I'm just lazy. Have been busy with work though. And also will be busy with work.

This is gonna be sooooooo random. Some people will be in your life for some reasons. Some to provoke you, test your patience, go against you, to let you grow stronger, and to come to think of it, you should thank them. Cause they made you a better person, to be able to. There will also be some who loves you, be there anytime for you, protect you, those are the people whom will stand by you and you should never forget them.

There's still work today! Tired of working, but, I can have money. :D

Anything is worth, as long as it's for you.

So what if I worry,

2011-03-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, when people do not put in effort or take the initiative to do things, why care? But it's impossible to not care for someone who's important to you.

It's march already. How fast time pass. Catching up with friends is always great. Cause it's spending quality time together. The time spent is not important, it's what you do together that brings both of you closer. I always believe so.

Holidays are filled with work. Actually I'm glad that work occupies my time and at the same time get some extra cash. But, I also have to set aside time for my friends and loved ones. Whenever I'm out with my friends or my boyfriend, I feel that the time spent is worth, no matter what. Even a simple meal, or even just spending 5 minutes to talk for a little while, I cherish the time.

When people are partying away on a Friday night, I'm sitting at home waiting for my lover to return, praying he's fine and already healthy.

NEW HAIR!

2011-02-24T11:39:00.004+08:00

The before and after of my hair. I think after I rebonded my hair, my fringe sucks, but well, it'll get better. :) I miss my boyfriend luh. I miss my friends too. Okay, gonna get to work already! I'm running late!!

Exam week

2011-02-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

It's V Day! Happy Valentine's Day everybody! And it's so sad that today I have test. Sucks.

I am suppose to be studying Maths, but well, I guess I kinda gave up. Like seriously, it's so hard to understand! I just pray and hope that I don't repeat this module. EVER. I will be very very VERY happy if I pass this module and not repeat. I am not good with numbers. Numbers and Liran, don't click, at all.

I miss my boyfriend. I miss my friends. I miss hanging out with them.

Now, back to Maths. Gonna hate Maths for life after tomorrow. *Cross my fingers that I pass this module so I don't have to repeat it.*

FEBRUARY!

2011-02-08T21:44:00.006+08:00

DAMN! How I look forward to February! There's a special day!

Anyway, last week of school and the final, major tests comes and then it's freedom! How fast time passes by. It's still the Chinese New Year period though. Lasts for 15 days, but not many people knows. Sad. Tomorrow is 人日 which means it's everybody's birthday according to the Chinese belief.

And, I haven't been taking photos lately. I just realized. So sad you know.

:( Means I haven't been spending quality time with my friends and boyfriend.

When the holidays come, I must:

Earn big bucks
Go exercise everyday or at least 1 time in 2 days (Wanna be skinny ya know)
Have a healthy diet (But yet, I wanna eat like crazy, this's my problem)
Sleep early
Spend time with those who are important to me
Go shopping, pamper myself
A lot more which I can't think of now

See, so many things to do, no cash. Hence earning big bucks is number one!

Baby, be with me through everything okay? Promise? Pinky, thumb.

2011-01-30T22:48:00.006+08:00

Remember you once told me that it broke your heart when you saw me sad?

I remember. I just miss those times. Those heart-warming words on a rainy day will be just perfect. Will it be too much to ask for if you say those words to me everyday like you used to?

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

2011-01-29T23:12:00.005+08:00

It's been raining the whole day. It will be a nice night to sleep in.

You know, sometimes it's really frustrating that when you're free, your friends aren't and when you aren't, your friends are. It makes me feel so distanced with them, like I don't have the time to meet each other. Well, I hope everyone can make it to the 'reunion dinner' (more like lunch), so we can have a proper catch up session, really miss hanging out with fattening club.

Also, although I see Ahmad everyday when there's school, it's just different from spending quality time together. That's the reason why I always treasure our little talks when we have the time to, it makes me knows how you feel, what you're thinking. I miss you.

Okay, now, I am craving for hot chocolate, New York Pizza's pizza burger, Soup spoon.

And your warm hug.

Zoom zoom zoooooooooom!

2011-01-25T22:51:00.004+08:00

It has been quite some time since I updated this space. Well, can't say my days aren't packed, but my schedule's kinda empty too. Just too lazy to start on things that I have planned to do. Such as, exercising, healthy lifestyle. Always procrastinating. Not good ya know.

January will end in 6 days time, Chinese New Year will be here in 8 days time. How time passes. Then after that, Valentine's Day will be my first paper (sad ttm) and it drags on for 5 days and, freedom! Well, actually I only look forward to holidays and when a new semester starts I will be in Year 2 (hopefully, I pray to God). Envy those who are having their post O level break.

I kinda dread the starting of Year 2 as we have to change classes AGAIN. Hate it! Well, pros and cons, but I guess there'll be more cons than pros. If I really list them out.

And yes, I should really get started by, sleeping early.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO, for Ahmad.

All alone,

2011-01-13T11:41:00.002+08:00

Somehow, these few weeks, I've been very feeling alone. Maybe cause it's because people around me are all busy with their things except me? But sometimes being alone is good, but don't feel lonely. There's something in my heart that describe, feelings that I can't put it words. I just hope everything goes pass fast enough. So I can be a happy-go-lucky girl again.

This is not an emo post okay.

AND I WANNA BE FUCKING SKINNY, PRETTY AND SEXY.

Orientations,

2011-01-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

I feel like having this. Frozen yogurt! Yum.

Alright, I've been at RP's Open house on Thursday and today. From 10am-6pm. I tell you, it's freaking boring! Sitting at the booth, waiting for people to come, then bring them through the tour and ta-da! The cycle goes again. I swear, if I join the open house next year again, I'm gonna apply for Student Ambassador, so much fun bringing the students around school! Well, waste of time. And I have no idea why I'm so tired.

Gonna catch some sleep and off I go back to Orchird Park when the sun rises! CCA orientation = fun = playing softball in the field again.

I DESPERATELY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! DAMN!

I'm selfish,

2011-01-04T17:45:00.002+08:00

Second day of school and I already want my weekends to come. Or even better, my holidays.

I hate to face the crowd alone. I hate to do things alone (although somethings are meant to do myself, that's okay). I just hate to be alone. I like company. Everybody hates to be alone right? Everybody wants to have company, and I seem to have lost touch with so many people. Everybody's so busy with their life, and maybe it seems to me that I'm the one who's schedule isn't packed.

Anyway, I just wanna say that school sucks. I would rather take away the breaks and sit through 4 hours than to waste 3 hours for breaks. In total, now, I spent 7 hours in school. Gawd, my precious time.

I love you baby. Will you love me too? :p

Recall how it felt like when we just met and had feelings for each others. How sweet.

Fall in love with me again.

2011

2011-01-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

It's a new year already. And school's starting tomorrow. Dreadddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

Well, a new year not much to ask for cause I think I'm already very blessed to have a roof over my head, enough to eat, clothes to wear (although it's never enough) and most importantly, my loved ones around me. Lover, friends and family to stay by my side. That's all.

School tomorrow, dread to the max.

P.S. Oh yeah, I missed out one thing. To be skinny.

Woah,

2010-12-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since I updated this space. I'm just lazy.

Today's boxing day. Yesterday was Christmas. The day before yesterday was Christmas Eve and it was so freaking crowded in town. Had to queue to get INTO the train station, not the train. Well, I don't feel that this year's Christmas is a special day. It just feels like a normal Saturday to me.

I bought shoes on Christmas Eve and I also bought shoes today. Happy me. I guess shoes really make a woman happy.

All 3 days were spent with my close friends. Love them. Although we're all busy with our stuffs, but we all try our best to meet up on a day. And I like it. Never want to lose any of you as time goes. Great friends.

At the same time, I miss my baby.

Work tomorrow, such a turn off. Money money come my way!

I'll try to not be a baby,

2010-12-19T00:29:00.006+08:00

Finally the long awaited holidays are here. Doesn't means that holidays are not as packed. It's just that I won't have to attend lessons and waste my days. If only I had a vacation plan lined up, that would be great, but that ain't possible cause I don't think I'm able to travel to other countries for a vacation myself. Need a break from urban life.

Sometimes, I feel like spending my days with my boyfriend alone. Just staying at his/mine, talking, watching movies, doing things together seems to be great. But, that ain't possible cause we both have commitments. And I understand, sometimes, we just need our personal space. I hope that I'll be in your future, in your plans, because you're in mine. I gotta say, I miss you. Most definitely, I love you.

I wonder who's actually reading this. Or are there even people who reads my blog.

Tumblr

2010-12-14T12:25:00.001+08:00

Tumblr has become a space where I post my feelings first. When I thought Blogger will always be the first choice.

Empty

2010-12-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello boring space. Hectic week. So many things I wanna get. I'm tired, not in the mood. One more week to semester break. 2 weeks break. Soooooo short. Holidays are never enough. I feel so lazy. Not in the mood for anything. Don't ask me why because I have no idea. So many things happened in sucha short period of time. Sometimes I just feel like shutting the world out and see who will the the one(s) to come after me. Weird I know, but I'm just curious.

Would you be the very first one to find me?

I caught 11:11

2010-12-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for my honey to get off from work and reach home safely. I'm in a must-stay-awake mode. This is a tiring week. I have no idea why. Sometimes I just wish I can take the week off, spend it at some peaceful place, without any disturbance with my close friends and my boyfriend. Like a getaway holiday. Life in the city is deemed to be fast-paced. The day goes by so fast, at the end of the day, what have you done? 24 hours a day is not enough, 8 hours of sleep, 7 hours of school, sometimes 4 hours of work; and there goes one beautiful day. Why can't weekends be longer? Switching with weekdays is a great idea. Oh yeah, say hi to December and very soon, bye 2010.

So many things I want to have, so many places I want to go. Time, people, money. I wonder how will we be like 10, 20 years down the road. Married? Having a job that's your passion? I am so glad I met friends whom I can keep for years to come. A boyfriend that is patient which he never did before, thankful for those people who stood by me. Thanks, you are appreciated.

And it rains,

2010-11-30T17:03:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to say. Just feel like logging in and posting something.

I'm feeling so tired of school. If only I can skip the school part and play everyday. Everyday have to wake up at 6am then bracing myself through COLD shower, then dragging myself to the bus-stop, reach school at 8.30am and then waste my time in school. Come to think of it, the time where there are things done is only 4 hours, while we have to stay in school for 7 hours. 3 hours wasted. RP like to waste time only.

I love taking B's bike. :D

How to be less sensitive?

Don't play with fire,

2010-11-22T09:41:00.003+08:00

I miss you so much honey. Although I see you almost everyday but it's just different from spending time with you.

Time passes so fast, it's already nearly the end of November. Christmas' gonna come then new year and then start of Poly Year 2. Wow oh wow.

I feel I'm kinda missing out on life. I don't know why. Hmmm..

One in a million

2010-11-17T22:41:00.007+08:00

6 months together. I know this is an achievement for you. I know these past months there are times you felt like giving up, there are times that you really can't handle me. I know all these, but still, thank you for staying, thank you for tolerating me. There are also memories that's worth keeping. I cannot possibly have those memories alone, it's shared with you. You and I made up those memories and there's more to come right? :)

The future's unpredictable, no matter what, I'll still love you.

"I don't need anything else except you."

Goodnight

2010-11-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Long weekend! Went out to meet the MJ gang and has Astons after that. Gonna head for picnic at botanics garden with them tomorrow! The back up plan if it rains will be going to town! Shopping~

It's so humid today, until at night, it's so freaking cold because it rained.Now in my room, I find it so humid. I think there's something wrong with me. It's getting kinda late and I have to wake up early. So yup, I'll see this blank space again soon.

Baby, I miss you. Brings back memories whenever I hear Justin Bieber's song. Sounds weird, but yeah. (K)

November

2010-11-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

It's already November. Time flies and indeed, I have to wake up 6 hours later to go school. So tired. My habit in class, during 6p is to sleep. Time is never enough. I think this month, I wanna work hard. Earn alot, but less than $300, if not CPF will be deducted. It's either below $300 and above $400(after CPF deduction).

I did my very first editing of HTML in school yesterday(technically, but to me it's still today), of course with base code, and I am darn proud of myself. I actually sat through the lesson and didn't thought of leaving halfway. Wow, round of applause for me!

We might miss the chance to be together for half year, but there's always time to make it up next month. ;) I love you.

Life

2010-10-29T18:23:00.001+08:00

Recent event made me feel that life is short. A few decades and you're gone. No matter what you have accomplished, what you have yet to do, the main point is, cherish the present, the people around you. But tell me, how many people can do that. We take people for granted because they are always around us. How to really cherish the time and people, how to spend the time we have wisely? Different people has different definitions. Some thinks making lots of money yet some thinks spending time with loved ones is.

So I am grateful for the people who have always been around, always supported me, being a part of my life even though I have disappointed you all every now and then, still, thank you. Deeply appreciated.

Number 100th post

2010-10-23T23:02:00.004+08:00

I got the sudden urge to visit the zoo and night safari. But I don't wanna go to the night safari now cause I don't wanna see the Halloween event. I find it damn scary.

Work again tomorrow, what I hate about work is the rude customers, the always-having-pms lady boss and the not co-operative staff. But generally, it's a great place to kill time and the staffs cum friends there are friendly. It's these imperfections that makes one treasure what are the happy moments. Wait, am I making sense?

The weather is so cold after the heavy rain. B, I want hug? Reach home sleep early, work till so late. Drink more water and take good care of yourself, don't smoke so much.

I love you.

♥

2010-10-22T10:14:00.004+08:00

School is a bore. Although it's already Friday but it's still torture because I have to attend school. I wanna keep my hair long long long long. That's super random. 25 more days! ;)

I miss holidays.

2010-10-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

One week come and go. Seriously, there ain't enough time once school started. It's been so long since I have spent time with people whom I have been meeting very often because of the time, place and tiredness. Like even if I made it, I'll have to rush back very very soon. Seriously, school sucks to the max. I know that now, I'm thinking school is a waste of my time, but in the future I'll thank the time. Still, I can't help but grumble. Alot. I think 2 days for a weekend is too short. Why not 5 days weekend and 2 days weekdays? Isn't it so much better?

Heck, school sucks big time.

Hectic

2010-10-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

First day of school. Hectic. Morning was a rush, after school also was a rush. First day of school have to work after school. Was nearly late. Don't talk about work. It's kinda irritating today. My eyes are suffering. Not enough sleep. Alright, gotta go. New class, please be fun. Please, be more fun.

I miss Semester 1.

I miss secondary school.

I miss my best friends.

I miss hanging out with work friends for supper.

I miss my boyfriend.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

2010-10-11T20:12:00.005+08:00

School starts tomorrow. AW MAN! Time flies and I hate it. I'm already looking forward to the next holiday. PLEASE LET IT COME QUICKKKKKKK! New class new environment, hopefully I can handle it. :/

Let the nights be longer and the days shorter. Going to school is sucha waste of time. Although working is tiring, but somehow, I prefer it. Flexible days and before/ after work can go out. School tied down my time. Hello, Liran's time is DAMN precious. :p

Finally town with baby yesterday. (Y) This weekend is reserved for him. Don't worry darl, you'll pass with flying colors this coming Saturday and we'll enjoy on Sunday, 17th. ;)

Hopefully you're not working on Sunday. See you tomorrow morning bright and early for a morning stroll to school.

I shall end with.....................

I LOVE YOU BABY!!

Time

2010-10-04T11:02:00.002+08:00

Look at date, it's already October. One week later, school's starting. Hate the fact that others start school at the end of October and I'm starting school next week. There's so many things I've yet to do, so many people whom I feel I need to spend more time with, but time doesn't wait. One day passes by means a day lesser to complete what you wanna do.

Sometimes I do wonder, if I put somebody, someone, anybody my first priority, would that someone do the same.

EVOL

2010-09-28T13:39:00.002+08:00

These photos was taken quite long ago. Please stop raining so that the BBQ can go on as planned. I'm hungry already. I really should get going to get prepared for the outing. But I am so lazy to get up from my seat because I'm still sleepy.

B's off day today also, hope he can rest well, need lots of rest after all your packed schedule. I miss you~! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

(U)

2010-09-24T14:58:00.002+08:00

"On this cold, wet day, I hope you would be beside me, holding me. I wish, you never said that you weren't ready."

Hello!

2010-09-21T00:06:00.003+08:00

It's been so long. And I need photos. So that my post will look so much longer. It's been work and going out these few days when I'm not online. I've got work in the morning later. So I probably should head to bed very very soon.

In life, we make decisions every minute (when we're awake of course). Regardless of what we do. Unconsciously, we're making decisions. What to do next, where to go, what songs to listen to, when to sleep, etc. Some decisions can have very big impact on ourself, those life altering decisions. It's something we have to go through and the consequences will be what we have to accept, be it good or bad. Sometimes it's hard to choose because as the Chinese say, "手心是肉,手背也是肉". Which means, both sides of the hand are flesh, it will be painful when being hurt. And sometimes, these are the hard decisions to make, to make the right yet less hurtful decision for both sides.

For me, I want to live life to the fullest, and hopefully I'm able to. "Live life as a rhythm, not routine."

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I

MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS

YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!

After a looooooooooooooooong time,

2010-09-10T00:56:00.003+08:00

Okay, I just got back from work and supper. so it's currently going to be 1am. Work is crazy, tiring. My body's aching all over. :( Plus it's the test week and there's one more paper to go, mood spoiler. Feels like I've been missing out a lot of other things because of work. But I do have my reward, which is my pay day. I am going to bathe now because I smell like Buddy Hoagies. YUCKS.

That's all, I'll update again when I am not lazy. Till then, which I don't know when. Meanwhile, enjoy life. ;)

IMHYHSM.

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

2010-08-30T03:01:00.003+08:00

I always blog at ungodly hours. It's currently 3.28 in the morning. Today, I meant yesterday it just doesn't feels right. I'm sure when I wake up later in the morning, everything will be fine, it'll be an awesome day. Should reserve what I'm going to say in that little brown book of mine. ;)

Anyway, I am gonna start on revision, and I really hope I'll be able to. Well, it's getting kinda late and I should really sort out my thoughts and get to sleep soon. At this hour, it seems like the perfect timing to think about things. Sitting quietly in the quiet house, listening to songs, occasionally hearing family members snore in their sleep.

Goodnight people and say "Hello" to a beautiful morning you'll wake up to and be thankful for the people around you who actually care and love you.

I'm waiting for you, right here.

Quicky

2010-08-26T23:45:00.003+08:00

Alright, just a quick update cause I think it's getting kinda dead. I'm going to bed soon cause I'll have to wake up early tomorrow for work. Been working for days and today's off day. More or less spent my time sleeping, going out to eat for a short while and then television. So b-o-r-i-n-g. :(

Anyway, gonna go out on Saturday with B. Hope it would be a-w-e-s-o-m-e.

Had a relatively short catch-up with the fattening club yesterday at hong kong cafe and it was good to have a laugh after a long day of work. Alright, enough of talk. Till then peeps, enjoy life.

Black shirt & shorts with brown belt

2010-08-23T01:06:00.004+08:00

Friday work, Saturday go out, Sunday work, today work. It's one in the morning and I just got home from a gossiping session with colleagues which of course includes food which equals to fats. Oh man, where's my life. Suppose to head out but I was working, therefore it was cancelled, on my part though. Well, I'm gonna have one week off soon, so it' still not so bad. (Keyword: NOT so bad) I hope I'll be rich when my pay comes~~

I think I should sleep soon. But gonna wait for somebody important to reach home first. ;)

For the first time.

2010-08-19T14:59:00.002+08:00

GAHHHHH! I'm super bored. To. The. Max. I've still got 3 hours to work starts and I have no idea what to do. I've got the sudden urge to have junk food, sitting down in a cosy quiet corner to finish up my book. (Think of ice cream, milkshakes, whip cream, potato chips, chocolates, cheese. Yum yum yum) Waaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttt. Healthy lifestyle, cannot forget that.

Days filled with work, going home, going out, staying at home. And the cycle repeats. I tried making muffins/ cupcakes on one of my off days and it ain't bad. I've got good reviews. ;) Baking just takes up lots of time and I want to do that more often but wait till I get enough cash.

Anyway, this post is kinda jumbled up, but I don't care because I'm only here to rant.

I love your smile.

2010-08-14T13:46:00.004+08:00

No matter how angry or upset I am, seeing your smile brightens my day.

I wanna earn big bucks! Well, that's random. The truth is, who doesn't want money. Anyway, I have been watching quite a number of movies this few days. Waiting for somebody to accompany me to watch Crazies cause I'm scared. :/

The long awaited holidays came. Two months of holidays plus going to school for 5 days to take tests and hopefully, I do not have to repeat any modules.

I wanna do manicure, but my right thumb's nail is super short. Time's on my side and I'm too lazy to start studying. So Imma spend my time watching more movies and probably gonna head out for awhile. Have fun on a Saturday. ;)

Shucks, how about baking? Probably tomorrow or Monday. Too lazy.

Watching you watching me, I go all out

2010-08-11T17:00:00.002+08:00

National Day celebration with Baby and his brothers. :) Fireworks are awesome. Forgot to take group picture. :(

Anyway, I just got home not long ago from work. Yup, I skipped school. Too lazy to travel there. Going to school tomorrow then work. It was raining earlier on and makes me wanna sleep. I really really hope that I can embrace healthy lifestyle and go workout more. Wanna be slim, gotta pay a price. So I'm gonna pay the price to be slim! GO GO GO! CAN ONE, GO ALL THE WAY AH!

It's already 5.10pm and Baby's still sleeping. Later at night can't sleep morning can't wake you up on time. One month will go by damn fast. Miss you sayang ku. (L)

Happy birthday to Singapore!

2010-08-09T13:17:00.003+08:00

Out with Angeline, Jason. After that with Baby and Shuk. :D

Explore Haji Lane and found out that there's quite a lot of things to get. I saw a purse that I like, but I didn't get it cause I know I won't have enough for later in the month. So I might go back there when my pay comes. As a consolation, I bought a pair of shoes from rubi. That's more necessary.

Imma go out later again, celebrate National Day, or rather spend time with my Baby. Wait, I feel like eating chicken wings. Which reminds me that I haven't had a thing since I woke up. Off to find food, back with more pictures.

Enough time, but not enough with you.

2010-08-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

I just got home from work. Working tomorrow again. The crowd was crazy. Feels like customers keep coming in and never out. Lovely hair, please dry soon, I want to rest. It's already 11.30pm, I'm waking up at 9.30am. NOT ENOUGH!

Today's the second last day of school! Well, I self proclaim the holidays start now, except for Thursday, gonna go back. I'm gonna buy Subway cookies when I'm back in school. I just saw my UT3 timetable and the venues for each test is different. Weird and EXTREMELY troublesome. One lucky thing is it starts at 11am. Can wake up late. :D

Where's my B?! Miss him. :(

We'll be so busy with our work schedules and meeting up won't be an easy task considering we live so far apart. There's a will, there's a way. ;) Love you sayang.

Stay home day!

2010-08-04T12:49:00.003+08:00

The oh-so-beautiful family portrait. HAHAHAHA. Look at Baby's face. Left me laughing through out the rest of photo taking session.

Home learning today. Woke up at 8.30am to log in for attendance taking, finish Part 1 and didn't complete all others. Mei Ee came over in the morning to bake. Meeting her at night again.

Yesterday went by like a blur. Tired morning, boring lesson, rushing back to work. Oh yeah, I'm working at Buddy Hoagies, do drop by and visit me while I'm working to talk to me! Hehe. First day is good. As in seriously good. Probably it's because the staffs there are friendly and one of my friend is working there also. I just hope that Friday and Saturday will be alright because it will be the weekends.

Reminder to self: Wake Baby up at 3pm. (L)

Sayang, time to take photos!

2010-08-02T14:35:00.002+08:00

I've been awake since 12.30 noon yesterday till now (2.40pm). Except for a 15 mins eye shut. Currently in school now. I don't feel tired, weirdly. I just feel hungry. Haven't ate a single thing, wait one small piece of chocolate. I haven't had any drink also. Is there something wrong or I'm used to the starving when I worked on Saturday at Parkway?

Now, I feel like eating.... Soupy, creamy stuffs, rice, meat. I'm not sure. I hope school ends really soon so I can do whatever I want to do. :)

P.S. I can't imagine I stared into darkness for the whole night except at times when B called and talk for a while.

Chill Sunday.

2010-08-01T14:09:00.005+08:00

Flu bug stuck with me since Friday. All because of the cold weather. Slight fever yesterday, but managed to rest and hence it healed! I'm using tissue like nobody's business. Please let it heal by today. I think it rained in the morning, cause when I woke up in the noon it was freaking cold. B's still sleeping. Shall wake him up later and hear his sleepy voice. :D

Time passes so fast and it's August already. 13 more days to holidays. I look forward to it, yet I don't too. First, National Day gonna come, then fasting month then holiday. So damn fast and I haven't get to enjoy enough.

"B, I will and always love you."

Liran also. (K)

Don't waste the pretty.

2010-07-30T18:59:00.007+08:00

Here comes Friday, then Saturday then Sunday and Monday (Science + Monday blues = SUCKY). It's a cycle that comes and go very fast. Very fast, next week's over then Semester One will be over. Even UT 3 will be conducted in the new class arrangement. Seriously, I don't bear to leave W15L behind though the time together is very short and I dislike change. I would rather be stuck there for 3 years than to change class every semester. Though it is true that in this way, more friends will be made, but to me, I would rather stick to the same class and forge a stronger friendship. Rather having than 'touch and go' friends. Seriously, what's the point when I can have 'touch and go' friends on Facebook. Doesn't feels right, I guess I'm a person who needs a strong sense of security.

Baby's at work, I'm at home growing in size. Need to get my ass moving for healthy lifestyle. Wait, I'll put it aside for now cause I'm craving for chicken chop.

I hope, we'll stay strong, damn strong, that nothing can come between us. Remember how we talked about future? I want it to happen. I'll be lost without you, sayang.

I will try my very best.

2010-07-28T22:29:00.007+08:00

I just went to apply for a position at Buddy Hoagies a few hours back and it's not confirmed that I'm hired yet. I just hope that if I am, the stuffs there will be easy to learn, the staffs there will be nice and of course I won't feel frustrated working there, also, I hope I enjoy working there. Why do I feel that teeny weeny bit of regret after the lady boss talked to me? Okay, mustn't think negatively. Oh wait, I'm not even officially hired. -.-

Baby's suppose to end work already, but I guess he's washing up. He's busy busy busy busy with work and school. But luckily I still get to see him in class. Imagine how tired he will be, so I must be understanding. I know, every time I also say I miss him, but I really do. So yeah, I miss you honey!

I need to sleep early, drink tons and tons of plain water. Hopefully I'll be able to do so. Must be nagged at by a particular person then will happen. ;)

Sometimes I wonder why in the very beginning we're all sugar, honey and chocolate then as time pass by we aren't sugar, honey and chocolate anymore, instead, we just become sugar and honey and I know, as time goes by longer we'll just be sugar. When it goes by even longer, the sugar gets lesser and lesser, but, it'll be topped up constantly.

Then I asked, "Do you love me more than before?"
And he replied, "Baby, of course I do. It's just that we're both busy and with me coping with work and studies, I'm just really tired sometimes. I still love you and will love you."

I thought, as time goes by, I will know him more and more, I will understand him more so naturally, I should be more understanding. Therefore, I should not have doubts which in turn will affect our relationship. I'm gonna apply this theory on myself if I can tell others.

I know I'm demanding at times and having those one of a kind mood-swings, I thank you for still staying by my side. I know these few days weren't really awesome, I thank you for your understanding and tolerance. If I ever made you feel so damn frustrated that you wanna walk out of my life or didn't want to bother me, I'm sorry and also thankful you stayed with me. *please insert tons of heart hand signs*

I ain't perfect but slowly I hope I'll be, in the view of your perfection.

No life, that's me.

2010-07-28T12:24:00.005+08:00

I finished my slides damn early, even before I go for lunch. Actually I have nothing to blog about, just feel like posting cause I'm bored in class. Yeah that's all.

"All I need is for you to love me."

The same applies to me.

My lover.

2010-07-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

Skipped school > Bukit Batok for Sakae buffet with B > Buddy Hoagies with Pekshia.

No photo of the day cause I didn't bring my camera out. I am a lazy bum, I know. Like fat fat fat. I should go running 3 times a week, which as always, won't work. I was thinking how to be as skinny as before. Then I realize I went swimming many times (for a period of time) which I don't go at all now and I was under the sun, playing Softball for 9 hours a week. Wow. What a price to pay for being skinny. Intense workout. Hours under the hot sun perspiring like crazy to become skinny and not to mention tan (which equals to black). Can I be fair and skinny without so much of workout? I think I'll have fruits for dinner when I'm at home. You think it'll work?

Should I work at Buddy Hoagies? I think I should, since it's just a 15 mins walk from my house. Oh man, should I? I think I'll sign the papers tomorrow. Should I?! Hope the lady boss will be good. *Keeping my fingers crossed many many many many many many times*

I miss my lover. My lover misses me (That I'll have to double confirm with him. Heh heh.)

Cold wet Monday.

2010-07-26T11:26:00.008+08:00

The above photo is my favorite photo (he's just trying to entertain me because he wants to eat). The photo above my favorite photo is his favorite photo (but I can see his pikong!).

And look! I broke my nail. It is deep, though it is not a clear picture, but it's one quarter of my thumb's nail. What's worse is I thought of going for a manicure in the afternoon. Always happens when I'm trying to pull myself towards the table, and it's always in school my nails break. Shows that I shouldn't come to school often. I've got an ugly short fat thumb now. :(

YES! Sakae tomorrow! YUM YUM YUM YUM! Eat fat fat. I don't care gemuk or what, after I finish my buffet, then I'll worry about my size. I'm gonna skip school for all I want. Not gonna waste the 2 days absent per module. Best is the days I skip school it rains heavily, except for tomorrow cause Baby's gonna take prac.

Seriously, I hate your voice, how insensitive you are, how you treat your boyfriend, what an eyesore.

People say. "Brothers before hoes." But I think I should add a twist to it: "Brothers before whores." I shouldn't even be giving a space for this shit but I can't stand it anymore.

Sorry for all the shit I put you through.

2010-07-23T11:41:00.008+08:00

The weekends are here and I'm going to slack as I don't have to work. Wait, except for Sunday morning. Other than that I can relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaax. I have the urge to bake, but I do not have enough cash. Probably I'll ask mum to sponsor 3/4 of it. Been so long since I touched the oven.

No work = more time. So it is time I have a healthy lifestyle for one and a half day. I doubt so, since I will be lazy and sleep in late. I really should drink more plain water (it's cheap too) from now onwards. Like discipline myself to drink plain water when I'm thirsty, instead of drinking Horlick ice, Ice Milk Tea, Ice Lemon Tea, Coke. Oh gosh, high in sugar content (unhealthy).

B's working till late tonight again. Can't stay up to wait for him cause I promised him to have at least 8 hours of sleep everyday, and on days when I sleep less than 8 hours I'll have to 'payback' the next day. I know he's doing it for my own good and I'm not gonna complain because it'll be good for my complexion and I need my beauty sleep (quoted).

I'm glad we won't stay mad at each other for long, cause I've seen couples who don't talk for days and it's BAD. I'm glad that we both will share about our feelings and thoughts, so we'll know what each other are thinking about. I'm glad that I have you. ♥♥♥

Be a part of me.

2010-07-21T11:47:00.008+08:00

I had the Penne something from TCC, the cheese is awesome! There's tons of cheese and just right for a cheese lover like me. Baby's oyster pasta is also awesome. Quote: "Woah! The oyster melt in the mouth! Sedap ah!" I still think that the drinks that B make is nicer leh. It was freaking cold at TCC though. The dessert is very creamy, banana-ny, chocolate-ing. Yum yum yum! I always look forward to desserts, it's like the grand finale. Thanks for the treat once again B. :)

Went to Jurong yesterday to give Lidi an early birthday surprise together with B, Shuk and Jendol. Hope that he liked it, so that all our efforts are not wasted. Reached home at about 12am plus. I had zi char at Jurong, but I still think that Sakura's better.

Sometimes I really hope that I can be less sensitive, so that I'll feel so much better. So that you and I will have less conflicts, but I like it when we make up to each other (contradicting, don't like conflicts but like it when we talk things out and everything's fine). Don't think nonsense, don't have doubts. The doubts aren't valid, it's just there as tests to break us apart, so let's be strong. I worry I won't see your face light up again.

I apologize.

2010-07-19T23:14:00.004+08:00

I know you don't like it. I won't do it again. Sorry.

Probably I should get to sleep soon, it's already 11.54pm. Going late tomorrow so I can have that little bit more of sleep. :)

Semester one ending soon, not looking forward. Absolutely not.

Had a wonderful lunch + dinner. Thanks B. Photos later. I'm lazy.

I shall see this blank space and work my wonders again when I can tomorrow. Time for some handicrafts.

Being alone is nothing. Being lonely is, when you really need somebody to talk your heart out to, there's no one. That is what I call, the saddest thing.

9.20pm

2010-07-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

I miss you. I miss you by my side. I miss you sitting next to me. I miss leaning in to you and resting my head on your shoulders. I miss you trying to coax me to sleep. I miss you sleeping on my lap. I miss you trying to give me your biggest hug when I'm cold. I miss you pinching my cheeks. I miss your perfume that you wear and still you say you don't smell nice. I miss how you suddenly laugh out loud or shout or sing aloud anywhere, anytime. I miss the way you look at me and give me your silliest and most hilarious smile. I miss you doing my hair for me when it gets messy. I miss you holding my hand. I miss you singing 'Hey Soul Sister'. I miss scrolling down my MSN list and seeing you online. I miss webcaming and we both show each other our silly faces. I miss you holding my waist. I miss you trying to get something that you want and trying to talk in an alien language. I miss how somethings between us in unexplainable and doesn't need explanations. I'm miss how you're suppose to go 90% and I'm suppose to go 10%. I miss how you nag at me to do things. I miss talking to you about anything and everything on the phone till the wee hours. I miss spending time with you in private. I miss traveling everywhere with you. I miss you telling me the things you know in stories. I miss you sharing everything with me. I miss waking you up in the morning when you mumble even if you don't remember what you said. I miss you trying to make me laugh when I'm suppose to be angry at you. I miss you making advance planning for us to go on dates. I miss talking about the future. I miss you singing that Chinese song I told you it was nice. I miss you waiting for me to catch up with you. I miss how we try to stuff food in to each others' mouth every time we order different dishes. There's so many things I miss about you that I'm not able to think of now or list out.

I just miss YOU.

I'm just a little love sick on this cold rainy night.

Spending the nights.

2010-07-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

Was in town yesterday then Jason's chalet then Jurong.

Town was a little rush because I had to be at Pasir Ris by 6. Sorry honey that it was rush and we didn't really get to enjoy the time in town and second month. Hopefully you still had fun. I hope Monday (tomorrow), will be able to make it up. (L)

Jason's chalet was okay. Had a little food here and there the mahjong-ed for fun. Hope he liked the gifts from us. Decided to leave at about 10.40pm and head to Jurong.

Reach Jurong at about 12 in the morning and met B again. I had a nice bowl of Fish Sliced Bee Hoon (鱼片米粉). YUMMY! Then slacked, slept, ate and home.

Woke up at 3.30 in the afternoon. Nice weather to sleep in, rainy day. Honey's on his way to work now. He didn't get enough rest cause he had to accompany me through the night and let me sleep on his shoulders. Thank you, love you.

I feel like eating chawamushi, sushi, which equals to Sakae.I look forward to tomorrow's TCC. New menu. Honey's gonna bring me! :D

Till then.

Middle of the week.

2010-07-14T21:56:00.004+08:00

Am I suppose to talk about school every time I blog? Cause it seems to be the least private thing to share. Seriously I see no point being in a course that you have no passion about. The feeling of giving up or carrying on is irritating. Stuck.

Continue in RP

Pros:

1. Get a diploma if I last minute want to back out of teaching career, I've got a Diploma in Business Application to fall on.

2. If I change my mind about being a Chinese teacher I can be an English medium teacher.

3. I can work for a short period of time drawing salary and really consider being a teacher.

4. Probably a higher pay as a teacher.

Cons:

1. I drag myself to school everyday, stuck at some course I dislike.

2. I don't understand most of the lesson, or rather I don't care.

3. Skipping school becomes a thought that I think about very often (can go late I also happy).

4. Dropping out halfway when I really decide to do so. Maybe that will be 1 year plus later and time and money are lost.

5. I go to school to have fun instead of studying.

6. My time is tied down in school doing something I don't like.

7. No personal time (plus work).

8. Risk of repeating modules.

This is what happens when passion is lost. With passion and determination, everything can be accomplished. But sadly, I have neither.

It's not that bad when you meet nice people, and trust me, only nice people you meet makes you wanna go to school. I've an awesome class that gangs up against pikong to make fun of him though I admit sometimes it's too over and, well, (disgust me to say this) he's quite pitiful. Still he's the entertainment of the class and I appreciate it. Except for this particular guy, everyone in the class are nice. It's not hard to joke around with them. When you're having a bad day enter W15L and probably we'll cheer you up with insults. Of course, entering RP also led me to AHMAD! So glad I met him, so so so glad. (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

I feel that I'm losing touch with my secondary school life. Each of us are so busy with school, work, activities that we didn't even have time to organize meet-ups. Sometimes, I envy people who has their close friends from previous schools with them. It's like you're in a place that you're familiar with, but without, you feel lost in the beginning and maybe still will. It's hard to bond with people who are already in 'groups', it just doesn't feel the same. The feeling of belonging 'no where' is not good, though on the surface you'll appear sociable.

Alright, enough. Look at how long it is, first damn long post. Long hours in front of the laptop causes my shoulders and neck to ache. I need a portable device that can entertain me during journeys. Please don't tell me laptop cause I'm gonna slap your face.

To end with a 'BAM!' : I'm going to fail Programming. I know it so well that I don't even bother to revise.

Assurance.

2010-07-12T21:16:00.007+08:00

B, take photos soon luh. No picture to post le leh! Please luuuuuuuuuuuuh!

AND take care of yourself. You now sick make me worried. Drink more water, have more rest. (L)

Monday blues (yet again). Lesson was super boring today. I swear. Totally not in the mood to study. Though it was kinda easy but I didn't put in any effort. Understanding test tomorrow (major turn off; what's worst, it's Maths), I haven't study for it. All I can think about now is slack and rest.

Working really occupies time, but it becomes no personal time. Whenever lady boss asks me to come down for work when she can't find any people to work the days, I will always agree. Guess I gotta stand firm sometimes so I can get extra cash and yet have my rest and personal time.

I feel like cutting, rebonding, coloring and do some treatment for my hair, but I have no idea what hairstyle to choose. I can't bear to see my long tresses becoming short. B ah, time for you cut hair also. We go together ah. :)

P/S: Very long never take photos with Mei Ee also. :(

I heart you

2010-07-11T00:41:00.003+08:00

Gonna work again later (when I just got back from work). Heading to bed really soon if not I'll be dozing away at work due to boredom or tiredness. I didn't know why I wanted to work actually. Maybe it's because I wanna kill time or because I want to have extra money to get the things I want or because I want to have savings or because of some other reason I haven't thought of.

Though work is tiring, but the job I have allow me to meet different kind of people and probably I will improve on my sweet-talking or convincing skills, not a bad skill to pick up. I just convinced a customer to get 2 wristbands instead of 1. Oooooooo, the sense of satisfaction.

Met my lovely for a short while after work. Passed him food and poor baby have to work till 2am, which means reaching home real late. Must try to divide his workload. Guess I'll be meeting lovely for dinner after work tomorrow, if he's not too tired, want him to rest well.

Me: I sayang you. *rubs back*

B: Sayang not like that.

Me: Then how?

B: *rubs cheek*

MOSHI-MOSHI!

Nothing's gonna come between us

2010-07-07T20:48:00.004+08:00

Aw shucks, it's only Wednesday. How slowly does time wanna pass this week. TOO SLOW! Programming tomorrow, the thought of it makes me feels like skipping school. I think Fridays the nicest weekday, though the workload isn't a lot, the most important thing, the lesson is conducted in a very relaxed and fun way.

Random: I wish I can have free sponsor for clothes and chocolate/ cheesecake/ yogurt/ milk/ buffet. Of course there's much more but if I wanna list out everything it's going to take quite awhile.

I'm going to try out a job this coming Friday, wish me luck everybody. Hopefully it'll be damn slack, but not in terms of time passing slowly, I'll die of boredom because I can't use the laptop. I guess it's time for me to pick up reading again.

All I want is for you to be safe, healthy, happy and 'course, not away from me. Love you, sayang.

I miss cam.

2010-07-05T22:35:00.003+08:00

It was suppose to be holiday today! Youth day, aren't poly students youth. So unfair. :( Monday blue sucks to the max, and there's test today. I got tired of waking up early in the morning, rushing to the bus stop, forcing myself to listen in class. I know that I cannot give up studying, but it ain't no fun. Test again on Wednesday, Friday (for this week only, Tuesday and Thursday for next week). Super turn off.

I love you, I hope we will not change for now, in the near future or the future. Stay sweet forever, how good hor B? :)

When we're legal,

2010-07-04T22:46:00.002+08:00

There's actually school tomorrow! What's worse is there's a test. Thinking about school is sucha turn off, but a good thing is I get to see Baby. :D

Was out at town yesterday then headed to Dhoby Ghaut then to Marina Square then back to Dhoby Ghaut for movie then to Jurong and spent the night there. I LOVE BREAKFAST DELUXE! But still, I kinda crave for prata. Slept from 9am till 4 plus but still feeling a little tired. Finally got to meet MeiEe after so long, miss her leh.

EEEEEEEYER! Skip Mondays, hate Mondays.

B, faster call me le!

I'll love you no matter what.

2010-07-02T13:39:00.003+08:00

I can't take my eyes off this picture once I saw it. Beautiful eye, especially the colour of her eye, how nicely the mascara is applied (weird I know) and the effect of the picture. Very nice, I always have a fetish over beautiful eyes. If only my eyes were more brown, like obvious brown.

YES! Today is finally Friday, weekends are here! Going out tomorrow. (L)

Enterprise is fun to attend, but seriously, I'll have to buck up and revise on my own. Tests next week, hope I can do better and get a high GPA.

B, must rest more, rest early. I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YOU! :D

Give and take.

2010-06-29T22:09:00.002+08:00

Did I mention that I am suppose to pay attention in class and make notes in my to-do list? Don't think it is working though. The urge to do well is over. Like sometimes you'll have that spur of the moment to study, mine's gone though. Tests coming again, next week. I need motivation, anybody?

I loathe carrying laptop to school, so freaking heavy, can't we just use paper? So much much much lighter. Plus it will be so much easier to doodle cause I have a habit of doing that if not I cannot really concentrate in class. I miss doodling in textbooks, worksheets, table tops, everywhere.

Thank you for spending time with me baby, though you hardly have time to rest. Really appreciate it. Liran loves you. ;)

These are my confessions,

2010-06-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

Woke up early today couldn't get to sleep after that. Whenever there's lessons I will feel so tired and feels the urge to sleep during lessons, but at home, no matter how bored I am I can't fall asleep. During lessons is really a time where you can sleep the soundest, the power of teaching. Tests are coming soon again and by me not really understanding what are the lessons about, I guess I cannot ace any of them. But I only ask for passing all modules without repeating any of it cause if I do, I think I'm gonna give up studying. Should have opted for NIE, damn.

I miss AHMADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

XOXO

It would be worth if you love me.

2010-06-24T22:22:00.006+08:00

Just got home from town with Pek Shia. Tiring but enjoyable. It's always nice to meet up your girlfriends and gossip, talking about random stuffs. Then you can go on and on and on about things or people. Had Soup Spoon after a long while and just right I'm craving for soup. :)

How I wish it was the holidays again and I can stay out late. August 14 coming soon, looking forward, but ain't looking forward to October when new semester starts. Gonna go through all those ice-breakers and blending in again.

Everyday shall be a loving day. Let's work towards it. (L)

Drown me in love.

2010-06-22T10:54:00.003+08:00

I'm loading 'Glee' now since it is freaking lag. So I'm bored though I'm in class now. I have no idea what they are doing on their laptops in front of me. So complicating. I don't like to attend school anymore. :( The mood to study just wears out. Sucks eh, I'd rather stay at home. I'm just wasting my time in school.

Craving for Choki. :D

Hmmm,

2010-06-20T22:59:00.005+08:00

How 'bout a sleepover?

MJ today with MeiEe, Huimin, Shuyi and Jason Aw (Andre had something on)! Finally being able to meet up with them after quite sometime and who knows when will be the next time. Catching up and going crazy is always awesome. :)

Currently going after a tv or rather musical series, Glee. It ain't that bad though. The song covers' nice. All I can say is that mash-ups are nicer. Gonna go watch somemore!

Should I go to school on time tomorrow? Or should I go to school late? Or should I even attend lesson tomorrow? I want to sleep in late so badly! Like all the way until 1pm, make myself breakfast/lunch and enjoy the day at home (since family members are either overseas or at work). Seems nice eh?

XOXO for you.

It won't change a thing

2010-06-19T13:05:00.004+08:00

The very first picture is Ahmad trying to help me clip my hair. Look at how serious he is. :p

He should be sleeping right now, work is tiring him. B, take care of yourself, the flu bug found you already. Drink more water, rest more and eat your meals regularly.

School is tiring. Sleeping late and waking up early is killer. And I always am dozing off on the way home in the bus. Taking buses to me always has embarrassing things happening. Oh well, nobody knows.

I miss my secondary schoolmates, classmates and softballers, bestie, last but not least Ahmad B.

Things to do (I'll try my best):

1. Sleep early on school days and Sundays (unless on holidays)

2. Running at least once a week

3. Have the habit of drinking lots of plain water

4. Cut down on gassy drinks

5. Eat lots of fruits, be healthy

6. Pay attention in class

7. Make notes for lessons

8. Pick up a hobby

9. Find a part-time job

10. Have fun! (Definitely will for this)

Take me over.

2010-06-17T11:03:00.004+08:00

Programming sucks to the max, I don't understand a thing she is talking about. She just goes on and on and on and I'm lost in the codes. Actually, I'm thinking, what does all these modules got to do with Business Application, and most probably after I graduate from this course, I don't think I will still be pursuing a career in this field. Dampens my mood alot, ALOT.

Selfish me!

Happy the-very-first month!

Baby... Baby... I want hug...

Wet and cold.

2010-06-16T19:46:00.006+08:00

It has been cold colder coldest from Monday till now. RP's air-con is free, full blast everyday. Holidays went by like a flash, didn't get to enjoy long enough. Gonna study all the way until Semester break (mid August) and then change of class. Absolute no good. (N)(N)

Freaking tired these few days no idea why. Eyes just can't keep wide. It's only 8.20pm and sleep comes knocking. I haven't even start on RJ, better get started, soon. I would trade sleep for time with you. ;)

1 hour and 45 more minutes to you being awake. :(

When you have no money, here comes the urge to spend like crazy, especially on food. Is it just me or do others feel the same too?

Oh shucks, I need to start exercising.

Not as bueatiful as before.

2010-06-14T11:42:00.005+08:00

[EDITED]

OMG, LIRAN NEEDS TO START STUDYING.

School is sucky. :( To be exact is the feeling of waking up darn early in the morning, braving the heavy traffic in the morning, walking to and fro school which leaves me sticky and smelly, sitting through boring lessons feeling sleepy and enduring the super cold air-con. Study seems to be the last thing on my mind now. Now: Stomach upset, think it's cause of the milk tea I'm had, and I'm freezing!

I need to sleep early at night, complexion's going from bad to worse. (N) Still, I can't get myself to sleep early, going to bed early means lying there staring into the darkness for half of the night.

B, I MISS YOU. L

Tell me how not to care,

2010-06-12T14:40:00.002+08:00

I think I'm kinda addicted to blogging when I'm bored. Actually I just logged on to check some stuffs and then start with baking, but usual me, will sit in front of the laptop for a loooooooooooong time and now here I am blogging. I must must get up and start baking, if not there won't be enough time. Guess I'll still come by this space later at night, till later folks. :)

I've got the urge to post "♥" on your wall. ;)

Will we still be the same?

2010-06-12T00:28:00.011+08:00

I miss you, I love you.

I was wrong, I'm sorry love.

"The course of true love never did run smooth."

~~P.S. I guess the answer is obvious.~~

Liran, you're ruining everything, stop.

2010-06-11T00:07:00.006+08:00

I'm reckless, I don't think before I speak. You must be very disappointed with me, I know. I can't rewind time, but I can try my best to mend it. I feel terrible, but for you it must be so much more worse. I don't know what to say to make this situation be better, I'm not good with words. I hope we can make it through this.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

There's many things to be said but not known how to be put across.

Don't leave,

2010-06-10T14:46:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry I took time away from you. I was too careless to realize, and yet, I didn't make good use of the time you've given me. On the way home, I was thinking: I took you for granted.

Rewind and let me erase today.

I love B!

2010-06-10T02:14:00.003+08:00

Currently at chalet. Can't fall asleep though. We've been through many things although it has only been a short while, and I wanna let you know that I'm grateful to have you. (L)

I'm waiting for your text

2010-06-06T22:16:00.005+08:00

I remember I once talked about expectations with Mei Ee. We were talking about changed attitudes. We were wondering why it will happen. Probably it's because as days goes by, when you know each other better, you expect more. You expect the other party to know what are your likes and dislikes, what's your habits, to know every little detail of you as time goes. Thoughts like "What happened?", "Why aren't we, you or I happy like before?" The possible answer is that expectations are raised.

Compromise is key. It won't be that hard, will it?

Lots of misses

2010-06-04T15:14:00.003+08:00

Changed blogskin! Due to sheer boredom. It's raining right now and I'm freezing, makes me crave for hot creamy chicken mushroom soup!

Baby says he's down with fever. :( Plus he's going for work later. Take care of yourself please (I've been saying this lots of times already), tomorrow's my pit already. Get well luh! So you can come, if not, *insert ALOT of sad face*.

I wonder what's for lunch, gonna find out now.

Happy birthday

2010-06-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you Baby. :) See you later! (L)

thank you

2010-05-31T16:21:00.003+08:00

Thank you for everybody's birthday wishes. Thank you for MJ people and Ahmad for spending my birthday (yesterday) with me. Thank you for the cake (that I have to finish in 5 mouths, it's actually very nice) the card and present. Thank you so much!

(L)(L)(L)

Every birthday of mine and yours to be spent together.

We're closer

2010-05-28T23:25:00.008+08:00

Out of boredom, I have decided to come back to this white space.

Tried L4D2 today and my hand got tired of clicking the mouse, so many zombies to kill! I think I'm a game retard. I have no idea where to go and complete the mission. It took quite some time for me to remember the function keys and I haven't known all of it. Playing game will be my last option when I'm bored.

Look at how fast time passes, although spending the day seems to be long. Looking back, what have I really done for this pass few months? It seems to be a playback and a reminder of how fast time passes.

Side note: I am thankful for those who have been through many things with me, those who brought me laughter, tears, joy, whatever. I am thankful for those who loves me, most importantly, I am thankful to those who will continue to stand by my side no matter what.

With lots of ♥,

Liran

P.S. I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss YOU.

Wednesdays

2010-05-27T20:40:00.006+08:00

Today was suppose to be the last day of school, but it was enterprise so I skipped it. I honestly don't like that faci. Hopefully the next enterprise faci will be a good one, not like her so irritating.

The weather is freaking crazy, today very humid. Like can die those kind, feel sticky once out of air-conditioned place. Actually I have quite a lot of things to say when I feel like blogging, but once I reach the blank page all the thoughts are gone. Here comes the holidays, but it will be gone soon.

Out I go tomorrow! (Y) (L)

Look at my face, it reads:"I miss you so much."

our song

2010-05-25T07:57:00.007+08:00

I'm starting to like quiet mornings. I think it's good to have some time to think about stuffs uninterrupted. The bus rides to school, extra time in the morning in class alone. Be it positive or negative thoughts, I can use the time to sort out my thoughts and get ready for the day. Whoo! Don't mind me, I'm just talking nonsense.

It would be lovely to spend more more more MORE time with your loved ones. Be it just a simple meal or somewhere that 'wows' you, what matters most is the time you spend with them. So what if you went out with an awesome bunch of people to an awesome place but deep down you're not happy? So here I am, after blabbing so much, my point is I'm very happy now. 24 hours a day doesn't seem to be enough anymore, time spent is cherished. I will be too selfish to ask for more time with you alone.

Liran heart late night talking.

Hello world

2010-05-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

Ton ton ton! (Y) It's 12.30 now and I'm still out. (L)

Met MJ gang on Friday, had dinner then slacked. It is always good to meet them and re-windddddddddddddd. Random, I'm craving for Mac although I'm damn full. I wanna go Haji Lane to shop. Mei Ee, can we go shopping? When I'm on break you're not, when my school reopens you're just starting your break. :( How sad.

Sudden craving for food. Prata, hotdog, Starbucks' Java Chip, potato chips, chocolate ice cream, cream puffs, dim sum(so long since I've had it), zi char, prawn noodle, brownie, cookies, marshmallow, OCK's chicken wing, pizza and so many more that's going through my mind. All are 'yum yum!'

You'll know when you find the right one.